Title: Loss of Innocence Author:
805belladonnaGenre: AU, Cross-over, Angst, Drama, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Smut, Gap-filler, Episode Related
Rating: NC-17
Other/Implied Pairings: minor Doctor/Ianto
Summary: Can the Doctor repair the damage caused by a moment of madness?
Status: COMPLETE
Length: Multi-chapter / 4 TOTAL
Word Count: ~ 7,887
Warnings: spoilers for Torchwood 1x04 "Cyberwoman," Dark, Violence, Non-con, Abuse, Rape
Comment or Excerpt from fic: Oh wow! Talk about totally heartbreaking and painful! This is one of Bella's darker fics and gotta say that I DO kind of see this happening if our Torchwood universe was just a tad darker. Regardless,
bear the warnings in mind because it IS
very, VERY dark and contains graphic descriptions of rape and non-con!
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EXCERPT:Ianto ran... as fast his legs could carry him. Behind him he could hear Jack gaining... Pure fear kicked in... He was sobbing; his eyes completely blind from the tears that fell in a torrent... He glanced down and saw his hands still covered in blood – her blood; god there was so much. He let out a howl of grief, stumbling on the uneven surface. He fell against the wall and tried to catch his breath. He’d never been so scared in his life. As he stood bent over, he heard Jack shouting... cursing... pounding down the corridor towards him. Ianto took off again, running as fast as he could, trying to ignore his burning lungs and the pain that was starting to seep into his legs.
As he rounded a corner he tripped and... landed heavily. For a moment he was stunned, the world spun round him and all he could hear was the pounding of the blood in his head. Then he felt himself being grabbed, strong hands lacing through his hair and suddenly he felt as if he was flying.~*~*~*~*~
R/C: Chapter links at the bottom; link to "Part 1" can be acquired either by clicking on the title at the top or the link at the bottom *points below*. You can also view the next chapter by clicking on the link at the end of the current chapter...
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Title: Discovery of Hope Author:
805belladonnaGenre: AU, Cross-over, Angst, Drama, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Gap-filler, Episode Related
Rating: R
Other/Implied Pairings: minor Doctor/Ianto
Summary: Is Ianto ready to return to Jack and the team after his time with the Doctor?
Status: COMPLETE
Length: Multi-chapter / 3 TOTAL
Word Count: ~ 5,360
Warnings: spoilers for Torchwood 1x04 "Cyberwoman," Character death, Violence (past & present), Self-harm, Dark, implied: Abuse, Rape, Non-con
Comment or Excerpt from fic: Sequel of
Loss of Innocence (recced above). This deals with Ianto's decision and the aftermath taking us to the end of the episode in canon. Though not as graphically descriptive, it's still quite dark, so
bear the warnings in mind.
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EXCERPT:As he opened the door he saw Ianto sitting cross legged on the floor surrounded by books. The Doctor started to smile but as Ianto looked up, the smile faded and the Doctor was at his side in an second, one arm going round the younger man shoulders, "Hey what’s wrong?" asked the Doctor his concern audible in his voice.
Ianto wiped the tears away... "Nothing. I was just reading about…” he gulped for air before continuing, “About 21st century…” He held the book out. The Doctor took it from him and scanned the page quickly noticing the bold writing and murmured, "21st century where everything changes and we have to be ready.”
"Jack says that all the time... God, I miss him.”
The Doctor didn’t reply... Looking up he asked softly, “Do you want to go back?”
“I don’t know,” whispered Ianto...~*~*~*~*~
R/C: Chapter links at the bottom; link to "Part 1" can be acquired either by clicking on the title at the top or the link at the bottom *points below*. You can also view the next chapter by clicking on the link at the end of the current chapter...
Part 1 |
Part 2 |
Part 3